Full-Blown Agony: A Personal Fight With the Mysterious Pain of Cluster Headaches

It was a gloomy Monday in the morning in September 2016. I worked as a educator, trying to settle a new class, when a sudden pain erupted behind my right eye. Then came rapid jolts, reminiscent of lightning bolts. As the school day progressed, the pain subsided and then came back with greater intensity. Multiple times that day I left a colleague with activities and hurried to the staff bathroom to douse my face with cool water. I took ibuprofen, but the agony remained unrelenting.

The headaches returned frequently that autumn, and again in spring, soon forming an annual pattern. The autumn months were the worst, then the late winter. I could anticipate the pattern: a warning sensation in the morning, early pangs on the commute, full-on agony in the classroom by 9.30am. In late 2019, a GP eventually sent me to a neurologist and I was diagnosed with cluster headaches.

Cluster headaches typically start with intense discomfort behind a single eye that lasts up to several hours.

About one in 1,000 individuals are affected by the disorder, and men are more frequently affected. Cluster headaches usually begin with abrupt, excruciating pain around a single eye that reaches its peak within a short time and continues for as long as three hours. Attacks come in clusters, every day or multiple times a day, and are accompanied by tearing eyes, drooping eyelids or face sweating. I have the episodic form, which arrives in periodic cycles; some patients have continuous cluster headaches, defined by the lack of extended pain-free periods.

What connects sufferers is the intensity. One study scored the sensation at 9.7 10, more severe than broken bones or pancreatitis. Another found a significant percentage of cluster headache patients experienced suicidal thoughts during bouts; the number fell to four percent when they were not in pain.

Val Hobbs, 74, a long-term patient from Pembrokeshire, finds this understandable. Her episodes started when she was two. “I would hurl myself on the floor and bang my head. That was put down to being spoiled,” she says. Her condition deteriorated through childhood. Drinking in her teens, like several triggers, made things more intense. After drinking alcohol at her graduation party, she remembers barely being able to see on the transport home.

Her family often interpreted her episodes as drunken episodes. Understanding eventually came from her parent and then from her husband, her spouse. “I was very fortunate to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs found office work after moving, but often concealed her illness. She was dismissed from one job, partly due to time off during attacks. Her definitive identification came in 2002 at a national neurology center.

Nevertheless, the failure to plan life around erratic pain took its toll. She particularly disliked being unable to plan outings, being seen as flaky as a colleague, and even having to be cared for by her family during the incapacitation caused by the most severe episodes. “It robs you of the simple liberties we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She recalls winning tickets for a significant concert, only to have an episode inside a facility.


Headaches have been documented throughout history. “The first description of headache originates from the ancient civilizations in 4000BC,” write experts in a book on the subject. They linked the disease to an evil entity who attacked his victims' heads.

Historical medical texts suggest unusual treatments for what some observers would describe as a headache disorder. In the middle ages, migraine was identified as a separate disorder, with therapies ranging from herbal concoctions to other, more superstitious remedies.

It was a European doctor who provided the first comprehensive account of a cluster-type attack. In his medical observations, he speaks of a patient “suffering with a very severe headache happening and disappearing daily at specific hours”.

Cluster headaches were only formally classified by international medical societies in the late 1980s. From the 1960s to the 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a issue with a major artery which delivers blood to the brain. Leading specialists in diagnosing the disorder explain this.

In the late 1990s, researchers published the results of a study for which they had induced cluster headaches in patients and observed the episodes in a imaging machine. The data, published in a prominent medical publication, showed increased activity of the a brain region, which is responsible for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in pain, and a reduction when they recovered.

Despite such advances, diagnosis remains delayed. Jamie Charteris's attacks began in 1986 and felt like “a balloon being blown up behind my left eye”. Doctors thought he had a sinus issue; he had four operations before eventually being diagnosed in recently, after a physician researched his complaints.

Neurologists say wait times in diagnosis and treatment happen because patients are seldom seen during an episode. “You're exhausted and depressed, but not in agony,” a doctor says. He proceeds by eliminating other common headache disorders, such as tension-type headache, before confirming cluster headaches. A detailed patient history is essential: on which side do signs occur? For how long? What season? Are there triggers, such as certain foods? Specific features such as redness, drooping eyelids and stuffy nose help confirm the diagnosis. Once diagnosed, patients may be sent to dedicated clinics. But many first arrive to emergency rooms or are given unsuitable therapies.

A charity trustee, 78, has suffered from the condition for the majority of her life, although she hasn't had an episode since 2016. When she was in her 20s, she had her teeth pulled because dentists misinterpreted her pain. She thinks dentists still need greater awareness. When a sufferer sought help from a charity, it was she who responded. The author recalls calling a support line during an attack in 2021; a reassuring advisor talked them through oxygen therapy and medication until the attack eased.

National guidelines on treatment recommend that patients are offered high-flow oxygen therapy and/or a anti-migraine drug delivered by injection. No oral painkillers or opioids should be used. Prophylactic options include a blood pressure medication, which reportedly soothes the bouts of well-known individuals.

But leading specialists argue the guidance need revising to reflect a clearer clinical process and help GPs avoid incorrect prescriptions. For periodic patients, the treatment window is critical: “The duration of the cycle determines the approach.” Short bouts with infrequent episodes are managed with abortive therapy only. More prolonged or more intense periods require preventative medications such as certain drugs, sometimes combined with corticosteroids. A significant number of patients also receive a nerve block injection during a cycle – an procedure into the area of the skull where the discomfort is that reduces nerve signals.

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Stacy Fletcher
Stacy Fletcher

A board-certified ophthalmologist with over 15 years of experience specializing in preventive eye care and innovative vision technologies.

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